"I would like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark; if no one knows you, no one loves you, no one cares."
Not entirely sure who said this quote. But I found it a while ago online. I think it explains exactly how I feel a lot of the time. There are so many stress levels in my life that a lot of the time I wish I was a secret and I could just be me; without the expectations people have of me. Each relationship brings another expectation and sometimes, I just want to be me and not give a damn about anyone or anything. But my heart doesn't allow it. And so I go through this cycle of fulfilling everyone's expectations and silently wish I was hidden.