I felt so loved two weeks ago. I felt as if I was being taken care of. I felt as if I had all the happiness in the world. But then it all changed. He said those words I had longed to hear. He expressed exactly what I had needed confirmation on. After that though, things have started to change.
I feel less loved now. I feel less taken care of now. I feel unhappy at times now.
Maybe he didn’t mean it. Maybe he just said it that day to make me feel better. Maybe he thinks that because he has said it, that it’s enough now. That he doesn’t have to show it anymore. That he doesn’t have to make me feel it anymore.
I’m not saying he’s completely changed. He’s still very good to me. But something has changed. Maybe he’s just in his own world of thoughts. Maybe he just needs time for himself right now.
I don’t know. I don’t know why he’s different lately. Maybe he’s fed up of my issues and emotional roller-coaster lately.
Maybe it’s not about me at all.
Too many maybe’s…