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Why Does Telling The Truth Always Come Back To Bite You In The Ass?

There’s no doubt about it, I am a straightforward, outspoken human being. I tell it how it is without sugar coating the truth. I was raised to tell the truth and not lie or alter the truth; which is what I teach my daughter as she gains more wisdom and knowledge. 

Yet, it feels like people don’t want to accept the truth and instead of being glad you didn’t hide it from them, they hold it against you. You get applauded for holding back what the reality is and penalized for being honest. 

But everyone claims they want true, honest friends and hate liars and backstabbers. Yet the backstabbers and liars are the ones that are encircled by their friends and the ones telling the truth are excluded and pushed aside. 

I’ve been through too much in my life to give a shit about such people. But it does piss me off when people talk shit about a person behind their backs and to their face they act like they are best friends. I don’t have tolerance for stupidity, ignorance or arrogance. Yet, we deal with it every day and have to put up with it if we want to live peacefully in this world. 

Quite frankly, I am over “trying” to be civilized and nice and quite content with the couple of people I am truly close to. As for the rest of these pathetic souls, well, I’ll be cutting each and every one of them out one by one. It’s just not worth the time or frustration. 

What are your thoughts on people and how they treat you when you’re honest? Am I right for cutting them off or am I just overreacting? Share your thoughts and opinions with me; I’d love to know what others think about my stance on all of this. 

Xoxo ~ Tamana

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Don’t Feel Like Doing Anything

Lately, I’ve been very stressed and frustrated. Seems like the weight if the world on my shoulders. There is so much to do and not enough time to do it all. And I am just so exhausted both physically and mentally. So, I don’t feel like doing anything at all.

Even today, besides going to the bank to get a draft for my first and last month’s rent and then giving it to the new landlord, I did nothing at all. I made lunch for myself and then slept the rest of the day. But I still have so much packing to do. I just can’t find the strength to do it.

Even taking the time to write this post was excruciatingly hard. Maybe I’m over worked and actually exhausted; which is why I lack motivation to do anything. Or maybe I’m just frustrated that everything is on my shoulders; so procrastinating to get things done.

I just don’t know. I need a break. I well deserved break away from everyone and everything. I wish March was here already!

Well, I better get back to packing. Sigh. Have a good weekend all.

Irritated and Frustrated

Lately it seems, I have absolutely no tolerance for anything. I’m just so frustrated by everything going on nowadays. I’ve been irritated so easily and seem to be snapping constantly at friends, colleagues and my loved ones.

I just don’t know how to deal with it anymore. I’ve tried taking a break and trying to relax. But nothing seems to help. Sometimes I get to the point of just wanting to run away from everyone and everything.

I know I need a break, possibly a good week or two vacation to myself. However, with my work situation, it’s just not feasible right now. I need a break, maybe even from family and D. Whenever I talk to my family their either constantly complaining or bitching. Dearest D, grrr! He just says things that would tick me off so bad. It’s like lately he’s just trying to push me away. Like he knows I’m annoyed, yet he’ll say something just to test my tolerance.

Maybe I’m over thinking it all. I’m just frustrate and need a break.

Restless,

Tamana